You in pain i can't help
and is due to me hurt you yet i can't help.
yet i treat u wif igorance.
hais i am not caring.
hais it's my fault.
i deserved to be punished.
what can i do.
what can i say.

Now i feeling so depressed.
i dunno wat to say ...

i am always appear happy
but no 1 really know what my heart is feeling.